In the Cold War Kids song “First”
from a few posts ago, one of the central parts of the song features a potential
moment of redemption. In it the downward pull of psychological gravity gets
arrested for a moment, written off as a “dark night of the soul”:
There
comes a time, in a short life
Turn
it around, get a rewrite
Call
it a dark night of the soul
Ticking
of clocks, gravity’s pull
First
you get close, then you get worried
As the final lines quoted here
suggest, this “rewrite” doesn’t really stick, and things continue to deteriorate
along the old lines for the rest of the song. The notion of life’s resistance
to a rewrite is what leads me to the next song that I want to discuss, “You’re
the Beautiful One” by The Posies.
I’m not sure how much I can say
about what “You’re the Beautiful One” means as a whole because it is rather
cryptic, or at least more impressionistic and tonal than explicit in its
meaning. It seems to be directed at someone going away—probably dying, probably
sick from something judging from one of the last lines: “Funny how you can cure
yourself / But what made you sick’s still there” (and then there’s the
devastating line that follows: “Funny how you detach yourself / When you want
to show you care.”).
But maybe the beauty is beyond
understanding, since the final line of the song does declare that “What’s so
beautiful about you is, / You didn’t have to explain it to me.” Anyway, what is
clear is that much of the song proceeds by negation:
There's no
kiss, no kiss I'd trade for you
There's no kiss, no disciple I wouldn't betray for you
You're the beautiful one, of course you knew
And the wind it blew smoke circles around your eyes.
There's no kiss, no disciple I wouldn't betray for you
You're the beautiful one, of course you knew
And the wind it blew smoke circles around your eyes.
I can't teach you, I can't tell you
I can't know you but I want to
I can't sense you, I can't move you
I can't kill you, I can't stop you
There's no tailor-making a four hundred dollar disguise
(not this time)
Just an unhappy wind blowin' smoke in your eyes
All of this negation points to
the idea that there is no relationship that is sacred (all of the Judas kiss
and disciple imagery), and no action or relationship that ever fully connects
(the whole second stanza.verse). There is only this negativity, the wind that
blows in our eyes, obscuring our vision while it blows everything away. And yet
from within that, and maybe because of it, there is beauty; perhaps all this
negation is a kind of clearing away of everything, a saying goodbye to all of
the inessential to get at the essential.
In getting to the heart of this
process, the most interesting of these negations is the following sequence which
is focused around the inappropriateness of the metaphor of writing/fiction
being applied to life:
There’s no
backspace, there’s no comma,
There’s no
hyphen, there’s no ribbon,
There’s no tab
skips to the place where it writes out,
“All is
forgiven.”
There’s no
accusation that comes as a big surprise,
Not this time.
Just an
unhappy tire throwing dirt in my eyes.
No backspace means no undoing
what has been done; no comma means no pausing; no hyphen means no arbitrarily
or forcefully or externally or easy linking two things together; no ribbon (I
guess we’re back in typewriter days here) means no underlying continuity or
source or background; and no tab skips to a final “All is forgiven” means that
there is certainly no easy or instant resolution to be had, and perhaps no
final or total resolution at all. As the part about the lack of an “accusation
that comes as a big surprise” suggests, endings in life are messy and we can
rarely avail ourselves of the same kinds of tropes that guide a fictional story
to its end like a big reveal. And despite all of this—again, perhaps only with
it, because of it—there is still beauty to be affirmed in life. And in the
tradition of my treatment of “Vital Signs,” I want to include a link to a
really excellent live version of this song and point out some of the highlights
of it.
And as a final note, The Posies are releasing a new album, Solid States, this friday (May 20th), so as far as days go that's going to be a beautiful one. From the sound of it (both the release commentary and the song samples released so far: http://www.mymusicempire.com/#/artist/theposies#artist-intro ) the album is quite a departure from what we've heard from them before, particularly because of the death of their long-time drummer Darius Minwalla. I'll be interested to see how it all goes.
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